I share the following story with you in order to illustrate the extent to which a divine hand can guide a life in ways never dreamed possible. Because this story is extremely out of the ordinary, I want you to know that I do not have a need for you to believe it. In fact, I fully understand if you don’t. I have wrestled on and off with telling it for years. It has often seemed so much easier not to mention any of it.

But each time that I have tried to live that way, I have found myself lacking in integrity as I sought to pretend to be like everyone else. Thus, I share my actual story with you. I hope that it inspires you to be open to amazing possibilities in the life of our wonderful planet. We are all ultimately guided by a divine hand of pure and infinite love.

Part 1 – A Life Transformed

I am what is known as a walk-in. I share this with you not because I see it as some sort of identity, but because it will help you to understand the source of my overall perspective. The term “walk-in” refers to an extremely rare situation where a person completes his or her life here on Earth, and then departs as in death. However instead of the body perishing, another soul enters it for purposes of service to humankind. This second soul is a person known as a walk-in. In my case, there was a specific reason to come here in this way, as opposed to entering a human body at birth. The reason has solely to do with perspective. One can have a vastly different perspective of life here, when coming to the planet after the physical body has grown into adulthood. My story in this regard is a long one, but I will offer you a shorter version here.My story begins with the previous inhabitant of this body, a woman by the name of Kirin. She was not in any way metaphysically oriented, and in fact wanted no part of such things. One night in February of 1979, she had an astonishing experience while out grocery shopping with her boyfriend in the Maryland suburbs of Washington DC. As they were waiting to turn into the parking lot of the Giant Food shopping center, they suddenly noticed three unusual craft gliding silently over the stores. They opened the car window, expecting to hear the sound of low flying aircraft, yet there was nothing but silence. As they pulled into the parking lot and then entered the store, Kirin’s life was changed forever. She suddenly felt herself being lifted up through the roof of the store, and moments later found herself back in her living room at home, standing next to the stone fireplace, face to face with a most gorgeous man. He had dark hair, was dressed in white, and had the most beautiful, loving, deep brown eyes. He took her by the hand, and said with tremendous love, “Come with me. I want to take you somewhere.” Surprisingly, she felt no fear.

Suddenly she found herself on board one of the craft that she had previously seen over the shopping center. There were at least a hundred other people there, all having been brought there from Earth. The feeling in the atmosphere was one of a love so profound, that such a love could perhaps never be experienced on Earth. The beauty of that love overwhelmed her. She became aware that this scene was playing out in different parts of the world, as at least several hundred more people were brought to this same type of meeting on other craft.

The walls of the craft became translucent, and she could see the entire planet Earth from a distance in space. The Earth looked about the size of a basketball, relative to her position in space, and glowed like a gorgeous, living jewel. Everyone on board this craft was being given a message. The message was about the coming transformation of planet Earth. There was a great deal of communication that was imparted to the people there, some as a group, and some individually.

Kirin retained very little of this extraterrestrial communication on a conscious level. What she did retain consciously was a powerfully embedded message given to the entire group. The message was, “The time is coming soon for you to shed your false identity and be who you really are.” At the completion of all of this, she found herself back in the grocery store, her hands on a grocery cart, and waiting in line at the checkout. Her boyfriend had no idea what had just happened to her.

Upon re-entering the parking lot to go back to their car, she kept looking up at the sky, longing to feel that incredible love again. When they arrived home, they turned on the TV expecting to see some breaking news about the amazing craft that had appeared in the sky. There was nothing. Apparently no one else had seen what had just taken place.

Part 2 – A Spiritual Awakening

After this amazing experience, Kirin’s life was never to be the same. She came away with a feeling that there was something that she was supposed to do, but she had no idea what it was. She felt compelled by a deep need to search and find out what it all meant, yet there were no clues anywhere. She went for walks, looking at the sky, hoping to find a sign. But there was nothing. Shortly thereafter, she began to exhibit profound personal changes. Whereas in the past she had experienced a lifelong aversion to anything metaphysical, she found herself following what appeared to be an invisible trail of intuitive signs. Life began serving up her next steps, almost as though someone was writing a script.The first step appeared as an opportunity to learn meditation. A coworker invited her to a meeting where she could learn about this spiritual practice, something that she would have formerly rejected. But with this dramatic change in her consciousness, it seemed self-evident that this was the next thing to do. She spent the following six and a half years immersed in this new spiritual practice.Although Kirin was deeply satisfied with her newly adopted spiritual practice, she continued to feel an unrelenting inner pull that there was still something more. This was not to be the final stop on her quest. Almost seven years had passed since that fateful night in February with the UFO’s. Suddenly a series of events began to overtake her life in ways that were shockingly unfamiliar, yet orchestrated with a level of perfection that could never be humanly planned. It started with an injury.

Kirin had been professionally trained in classical ballet for years, and subsequently entered the fitness field as a professional trainer. One day, while training with weights, she experienced a freak injury that started off small and then grew into a much larger issue that would lead to a complete turnaround of her entire life. This simple injury would lead her on a path that she could have never imagined possible.

As Kirin sought healing for her injury, it was as though her entire life became illuminated with a brand new script. Events took unimaginable twists and turns, and it seemed as though a synchronicity entered her life that was completely foreign to who she thought she was. New people entered her life in ways that seemed impossibly orchestrated. People said the perfect things at the perfect times, as though they had been given the exact keys to unlock brand new pathways in her consciousness.

Through an amazing sequence of entirely unplanned events, Kirin found herself in the role of acting as a professional channel for spirit guides, something she would have never, ever done in her previous existence. Yet by now, it felt like the most natural, beautiful thing she had ever experienced. Yet, even though her work was helping a lot of people, she began to feel that this work was only temporary and she would soon be finished with it. One day, she awoke and experienced a profound realization that her life on Earth was complete. The feeling came from deep within that there was literally nothing else for her to do. She had done everything that she had wanted to do, and there was nothing more.

Part 3 – The Walk-In Experience

I would suggest that this is what people experience at the moment that they cross over, as in death. But for Kirin, that moment would not arrive until later that night. She lived with that experience for the remainder of the day, not quite knowing what it meant. It was odd, because there was no feeling of struggle and no feeling of needing any answers. It was a simple, clear feeling of absolute completion. There was nothing else to do.

That night her former boyfriend, who was now her husband, came home and they found themselves in a highly unusual and rather emotional conversation. For Kirin, her experience was becoming rather surreal, as she began to see that brilliant light that so many have spoken of during near-death experiences. The experience was powerfully transcendent, and her clarity that she would cross over was something that cannot be adequately described in words.

There was no fear whatsoever and it was absolutely clear that such matters are completely in God’s hands. She had seen that light before, not long after her original extraterrestrial experience. When she saw it the first time, she recognized it as what she called the Almighty, and felt the infinite love, patience, kindness, and grace of such a powerful force of divinity.

Kirin thought that her current experience on this night with her husband must have been related to a future premonition, because there was nothing wrong with her physically. Yet that night she departed this Earth, and I entered into what was formerly her body. The process took place overnight from March 11 to March 12, 1987.

I remember it like coming down from above, and as I descended it became darker and darker; the darkness being what it’s like to enter the dream world of mass unconsciousness. The dream was of a world called Earth in her present state of finite reality or manifesting illusion. An illusion where people and animals die, and suffering and struggle are the rule of the day.

I watched myself go from one box to another box, each one descending further, as I familiarized myself with all of the corridors of Kirin’s previous life. I sensed that I was visiting all the compartments of her former perception. I saw things about her that she never saw herself and began to understand the world I was about to enter. As I familiarized myself with every part of Kirin’s life in the process of descending, the ever-darkening experience eventually led to complete blackness and full unconsciousness.

At about 9:00 AM in the morning, I woke up in what was formerly Kirin’s body. It was not like waking up from sleep. I realized I had awakened inside the dream. I sat up in bed and said to her husband who was now lying next to me, “It’s done.”

Part 4 – The Now of My Life

Mysteriously, Kirin’s husband knew. Something had happened to him, perhaps not on a conscious level, and he accepted what he saw before him as truth. He most kindly accepted this as though he were an active participant in this unfolding drama of bizarre, un-earthly occurrences. He became my temporary best friend and helped me to navigate this strange situation that we both found ourselves in. We viewed each other as brother and sister. The effect that my walk-in situation had on relationships was striking, because all of the chemistry changed. I did not tell anyone, other than a select, trusted few, about what had taken place. I spent an entire year pretending to be Kirin, because I thought it might be better for all parties involved. However the changes in relationships took place regardless.People that she had been close to, I felt no connection to. Others to whom she was not very attached became good friends with me. Relationships formed and others fell apart. In the end, I left the Washington D.C. area and moved to New Mexico where I could have a fresh start.I shall end the story here, as it is already far too long. And in the end, none of this is important. I have shared it with you so that I can approach you as my authentic self. I can therefore explain to you why I have the views that I have and how it is that such views do not originate from an earthly perspective. I hope that my story gives you hope for this existence that we share on Earth, and that it serves to expand your consciousness toward the endless possibilities that love provides us.

Part 5 – The Purpose

Why was it important for me to arrive on Earth as a walk-in? Because it gave me a way to come here in service and not be deeply identified with all of the things that can happen to a person in one human lifetime. It made it possible for me to remain oriented in the Real World of infinite love.That is not to say that living on Earth has not been difficult for me, as I’m sure it has been difficult for you. We all share the very same finite conditions once we live here in an incarnate state. We all struggle with the same earth-based realities. The difference for me is that I can remain consciously connected to something beyond this place. I can remain connected to the beautiful, infinite reality that Earth is really a part of.If we resonate together, I hope to be able to share that reality with you and assist you in awakening to that truth within yourself. I am also a part of Telstar. My role is to serve as the physical anchor for our message to you.If for any reason you do not feel that what we are offering is in harmony with your own path in life, then please know that you have our blessings and love. We wish you all the best in finding what you are looking for. The most important thing is the sincerity that you feel and being true to yourself. Your prayers will surely be answered if you follow your heart.

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